Saturday, October 25, 2008
hey people . sorry for not blogging all these while .
First up . I got promoted but my mum is not happy with me . she wants me to retain in sec 3 . i said that it may not be possible . then she said she will find a school that will accept me into sec 3 then . i really dont noe wad she wants . during mid year , she say i comfirm retain . i worked hard , and i got promoted in EOY . then she said teacher pull me up because my over all din pass . i tell her english plus 2 more subject can go sec 4 express already . she say teacher pull me up . i say whole singapore the standard like that . so i think she comfirm wan me to retain already lo . so theres a high chance that i will maybe transfer school .
Im just so sad now . i talked to my grandparents , aunt , and my tuition teacher . they all said that my mum should let me go sec 4 . if sec 4 not good then retake o lvl . but now the problem is that she keep thinking that i cannot even survive in sec 4 . wad the hell lah . soi sad lo . then my grandmother call my mother to talk to her about letting me promote . then my mum flare up started screaming all over the house threw the phone on the table then started crying like mad person like that . she went to her room and scream scream and scream . i went in she threw things at me and scream at me . i bo bian alone at home , scared like hell like that . i call my grandparents , aunt and father also call . After that my aunt and grandmother come to my house . my grandmother come in first then go in my mum room . my mum scream and throw things at my grandmother . after that my aunt come then some how she cool down and sleep liao . she went mad yesterday lah . my aunt stayed with me that night until this morning . scared like fuck like that . think i first time see my mum like that lo . siao one .
today still okay lah . but i din talk to her today . latr she go mad again i cannot do anything . 2molo going malaysia with grandparents , dun wan to see my mum . sian 1/2 lah . i retain she not happy . promote also not happy . i seriously dunno wad she wan lah . even my tuition teacher also say i should promote first then decide . he say he will help me call my mum and talk to her . i hope that he will really help lo . he say i retain or transfer also no use . i also no mood to study so might as well be with friends , then hav mood to study .
thanks for those i told that i maybe going to transfer and consoled me haha . thank you lah .
Esp :
SHILI!
thanks for sms-ing with me that half afternoon (:
ORLENA!
Thank you for consoling me lah ahmei (: and i still want you this sister . haha
LO JING LONG!
brother . you almost same fate with me . at least ur parents let you choose you want to retain or not .
JORDAN LIM!
you also another brother , say wad remember me by thinking that i owe you money . veri cute hor . haha . Brothers for life lah (:
RACHEL SOH!
ahgirl (: thank you for sms-ing with me that few nights lah . trying to make me smile also (: thank you lots lah .
ANGIE!
yesterday night talk to you i feel better already (: just by hearing ur voice i happy enough liao . next time have chance we gossip again eh . haha .
all i can do now is hope lo . just hope that i stay in this school . i dun mind retaining . just want to stay here with friends can liao .
we used to be- 6:48 AM
Edmund Lee